Memoir: Gone

3/9/41

I really haven't had much time to think about the fact that Picon has been reduced to dust before now. At first it was due to being hurt and junk and then it was because I had to work on getting back into my Viper and flying again to worry over it. But now that I've had time to dwell on it I find myself uncertain as to how I should be feeling now. Many people are distraught and grieving while others are angry and wanting revenge and answers but I really don't feel anything. Maybe I'm just shocked still or in denial but I feel so numb right now. Not sure of what that says about me as a human being. Maybe I'm no better than those…things that attacked us. Who knows?

Allie